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Jun. 14th, 2007

Songs I'm listening to lately


Apr. 24th, 2007

Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix Trailer


SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE *flailspazz*

Mar. 28th, 2007

Woooo

So today was a pretty good day. Work was good, I'm still orienting, and while we had 3 patients at first, I took the 4th patient from the PACU aka the recovery room around 9am. Then around 11am we got word that there was an 11a-11p RN in the float pool that needed some place to go, and apparently she wasn't needed anywhere in the hospital. Which I find extremely hard to believe.... it's like feast or famine there... most of the time we really need help and can't get it, then the one day we don't need it they make us take it?? So the point is that I gave up my patient that I had for 2hrs to the float nurse at 1130.

It was also a really good day in that the cover art for Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows was released!! Drew called me at work to let me know that it was online. I was really excited but when I saw it I wasn't that impressed.... the other covers seemed to have a lot more detail and little pictures throughout. The front of the book is just Harry looking up at something so I was like '.............' and then when I got home I saw the full cover as if it was folded out with the back showing too, and its obviously Voldemort with his icky hands out but he's not looking at Harry, it seems he's looking at the same thing Harry is so its very interesting. And then, come to find out that the UK covers are different, with a childrens cover and an adult cover. The adult cover is nothing special it's just Slytherin's locket, but the childrens cover is very weird its the trio with all these gold coins and jewels and things and there is either a house elf or a goblin behind Harry holding what has to be Gryffindor's sword. Very strange that those details were in the childrens UK cover and nothing similar was on the US cover. Oh well, I'm just very excited its going to be a craaaaaazy summer.

In other news, I HATE SANJAYA! The kid needs to go. I think he's trying to get himself thrown off. He wants to go.... we should just help him. He's terrible!! I mean even if he COULD sing, the HAIR choices he makes are REALLY REALLY FRIGHTENING! Plus he just creeps me out... his hair is nicer than mine is usually.... except for last night.... when it was like this pony-hawk disaster I MEAN REALLY NOW. And he made it through tonight too.... it's almost too awful to watch but I still do because I want to see him crash and burn and maybe cry like a little girl with pretty hair. Then me and Kelley from work will do a happy dance. In the meantime, she's boycotting the show.

Anyways, now I must find flights to Alaska and get them booked. I'm so excited, I ran on Tuesday with the TnT people and lots of my friends I trained with are going so it will be really fun. Plus I just can't get over the fact that I'll visit Alaska!

Now it's off to bed. Tomorrow I am doing the Pressure Ulcer Prevalence Survey of alllllllll the patients on our floor with Judy W. Yes, I know, don't be jealous, but it is as fun as it sounds. I'm just looking forward to the weekend. A bunch of the girls from work are planning a big night out so it should be fun. Although I went new shirt shopping the other day and didn't find anything :( oh well I guess I'll make do. I'm really pushing for Kelley to get a babysitter because we still have to celebrate her passing her nursing boards.

Mar. 26th, 2007

Update time!

So it's been quite some time since I've written in this thing. A few things worth mentioning have happened since then. I got called to show up for jury duty on Valentine's Day - I know, nice right? Well I did show up, and as my luck would have it, I got picked! This is how it went down, in a shortened form with less anger than I was actually experiencing at the time.

We were told what type of trial it was before being questioned. It was a murder trial... MURDER! So the 75 or so people that were potential jurors went into this little room to think about these 2 specific questions the judge asked us. One being have you or anyone in your life been involved in such criminal activity like murder, gun shot wounds, etc. Damn, have no say no on that one. And two, are you able to be a fair and impartial juror. Hmm.... now I know that I technically could..... so I am not supposed lie... hmmm.... So I started to think of ways to get out of it. Like saying I work on a trauma floor and I take care of gun shot victims and I think its really awful when someone shoots someone else and everyone should all go to jail (which is NOT what I really think but hey, it was worth a shot.) So when I was my turn to be asked the special 2 questions, I tried to stumble out something about ummm I wasn't sure if I could be impartial I've never been on a jury before etc etc, but the judge was really intense and gave me the stare so I was like "sigh.... yes I can." So I then became Juror #12! boooooooo hissssss.

So I had to call work and all that, and the trial lasted a few weeks, with no court on the weekend obviously and not on Presidents day, so I think a total of 8 days I was a lucky, lucky juror. All I have to say is it was SO STRESSFUL! I mean come on, a murder trial! ... I just kept thinking of I can't believe I got myself put onto a murder trial. In the end, after about 3 or 4 days of deliberation, we ended up being a hung jury. It was so frustrating actually deliberating because you aren't allowed to take notes during the trial, and the only evidence you can consider is witness testimony which you have to take as truth. And then you have this whole crazy concept of reasonable doubt which I won't even get into how confusing that is. And the fact that you are dealing with a dead person and their family, and you might potentially be sending someone to jail for the rest of their life. I can talk about it now because it is over, but we ended up being a hung jury, with only 1 person refusing to change her mind or even think about changing it. And honestly, if 11 people have come to a conclusion and 1 person hasn't and refuses to consider anything else, I think theres something wrong there. Anyway, the trial will start all over again someday with a new jury. It was almost disappointing in a way because we spent so much time in the court room day after day, and deliberating and all that, and then we had nothing to show for it.

I went back to working day/night rotation at work after the marathon. I missed most of my first 3 weeks of nights because of the jury duty nonsense, but it's not so bad. Working every 3rd weekend is nice. I'm also orienting my 3rd new grad, and she's doing really good. And she worked on the floor as a PCT so I think its always good when they know what they are getting themselves into. They're less likely to run screaming from the craziness of the floor when they know what its like.

I started running again. And also doing the Self Magazine challenge online. It's pretty good so far. I tried it last year but didn't end up getting very far. It's this free program where they give you guidelines on cardio and strength workouts, and you record them into this log online. They have an MP3 of the strength workout so you can put it on your iPod and take it to the gym, which is convenient. I'm trying to get more toned up because we are going to Vegas again at the end of May, this time with a group of people, and I'd just like to get into slightly better shape before then. Strutting at the pool is a must :)

Speaking of running, on one of the Tuesday night runs in Cambridge with the TnT people, someone planted the seed in my head of doing another race. I definitely want to do Disney again with Team In Training as a mentor, but that wouldn't start until August or so. So one of the big TnT races is the Mayors Midnight Sun Marathon and Half Marathon in Anchorage, Alaska. A bunch of alumni are running it just to run with the team, not fund raise or anything, so I started thinking about it. After a lot of consideration I signed up for the half marathon today online!! The race is June 23rd, and I'm sooooo excited for it!! It's going to be awesome to run in Alaska, since I've never been there and its supposed to be beautiful. Now that I'm all registered I've got to find my flights and all that. It's sort of crazy to think of running another race again. It's almost like omg what did I just do, but I know that I want to do it, it's just .... scary. A half marathon shouldn't be so bad. And maybe I'll be able to run an OK time since heat shouldn't be such a limiting factor as it was in Disney. Now I've got to get back onto a running schedule, which might be harder, only because I'm not an active TnT participant this time around. When I ran, the coach encouraged and welcomed alumni back to run with the current team. But this season is new coaches, and apparently they don't want alumni running with the team if they are not actively mentoring ie raising money for the society. It's complete crap. I mean, I think its safe to say that the Team in Training experience was one of the most significant and life changing things I've done, and I'm so proud that I did it. I would recommend it to anybody. And I want to come back and continue to participate. But I can't spend my whole life doing it. I don't have a 9-5, 5 day a week job. My schedule changes every week, which is why I can't fund raise and participate year round. I would love to start again this summer, but in the mean time they're giving me the message of thanks for the $3,800 you raised for us, but we don't want anything to do with you right now... unless you want to fundraise some more! So any plans of doing long runs with the team are out as of right now, unless I rebel and go anyway, which will probably end up happening.

In other news, we have an appointment with a realtor to go look at some nicer concierge type buildings in Boston this Saturday... one of them being the Trilogy building by work, so I'm tres excited about that. We'll see how it goes!

Alright, I think thats enough for one day... I'll try not to go 2 months without updating again!

Feb. 2nd, 2007

SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Today is the best day everrrrrrrrrr!! I was out, and Andrew called me to see if I had heard about the Harry Potter news.... and I said noooo... and he said "she released the date for Book 7" and I went "SQUEE tell mee tell meeeee" and he said "hmmmm nooo i don't know if I should tell you hmmm" and I was like "YOU TELL ME RIGHT NOW!!! NOW NOW NOW!!!" - so midnight July 21st you know where I'll be.

This summer is going to be the best! The Order of the Phoenix movie comes out July 13th, and then the last Harry Potter book EVER "Harry Potter and the Deatlhy Hallows" comes out on midnight July 21st! I am so going to a release party. I've always wanted to, and this is my last chance!

It's so crazy they are both being released within a week of each other. Marketing is going to be insane... but that means more awesome stuff for fans! I wasn't sure it was even going to be this summer. I mean its just too good to be true. Some people thought October 31st, because of the All Hallows eve thing, and that is the night Harry's parents were killed, so it would bring it all full circle.

I'm super super excited, but at the same time its so sad that its the last book! No more Harry! I know lots of people will get their copy in July and read it straight through like they have always done, but I don't want to, I want to make it last! I can't wait for MuggleCast and PotterCast full shows to come out Sunday and Monday... they both released small podcasts today but I'm going to save listening to those for tomorrow when we're on the train.

We're going to Quinnipiac for the alumni winter carnival, so it will be nice to go back to the campus, I miss it.

Ok off to bed, worked 3-11 and its laaaaaaate.

Jan. 18th, 2007

Marathon Poll

Poll #909530 2008 Disney Marathon??
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 2

Should I do the 2008 Disney Marathon??

Marathon entry - Finally!

Hey everyone! I am finally sitting down to write about my marathon. It's taken me a while, with work and everything, and I knew it'd be a monumental sized entry too, so I needed a good chunk of time.

To start things off, Andrew and Chris flew down to Orlando the flight before mine because it was cheaper. So, I was a teensy bit nervous about flying "alone" (even though I wasn't really alone) but it was ok. I flew down with the MA & NH Team In Training group, and we took up quite a few rows. It was really exciting to even be at the airport because it felt like "it" was finally there - "it" being the marathon.

Once we got into Orlando, we took a bus to our hotel, Port Orleans Riverside. It was nice, as I'm sure all the Disney hotels are, and I was VERY excited to see that our room was on the ground floor so that meant I wouldn't have to go up or down stairs after the run :)

That was Thursday night, so Friday morning I went with the girls from my team to the race expo at the Wide World of Sports complex to pick up our race packets. Even THAT was exciting. We got our race numbers and timing chips, and then took a while and walked around all the vendors that were there. What I really liked was they had special red and white wine made for the marathon in special bottles, and if I wasn't walking around with my family right afterwards I would have bought some.

Anyway, I left there and went through just about every obstacle I could to get to the fam. First I had to take a bus to a hotel, because the buses didn't run from the expo to the parks. So I hopped on the first one leaving, going to one of the AllStart resorts. And I am such a good bus picker that I picked the one that did not have working AC yesssss. Then, as we are driving into the hotel complex, the driver didn't wait long enough for the arm that raises to let buses pass to raise, so she HIT IT with the bus as it was going up. So we had to stop right there and wait for who knows what. In the meantime I can see the stupid hotel. So I just asked if I could get out and walk, which she let me do. So THEN I waited for an epcot bus to come, and finally got on one, met Drew at the ticket counter, picked up our tickets, and proceeded to walk to the entirely opposite side of Epcot. We got my parents and Drew's parents in, which was excited because this was my parents first time at Disney. So what'd we do first - of course we went right to Norway! It was pretty fun, and my dad was really excited so it was nice to see my parents having a good time.

So we walked around Epcot a little bit until the Team in Training pasta party at 2pm. It stinks because our group was at the earlier time, and my race wasn't until Sunday, but they had to hold it on Friday to include the people running the half marathon as well. It was in Epcot between two countries, and we're walking in and it was the best entrance ever. We turned the corner and all of a sudden you see people lined on both sides of the walkway going into the convention center just SCREAMING and cheering and banging bells and making noise - all for the TNT participants. I had no idea that was going to happen, and it was a little freaking walking through it, but it totally got me all psyched up and excited to run the race. The great thing about the pasta party were the speakers. First we had John "The Penguin" Bingham, who is an author and columnist for Runners World, and then a woman who told her story about having and beating cancer who was walking in the half marathon. It was so inspiring and motivational, and I'm a big sissy but I totally squirted a few during her speach :)

Saturday we did two other parks, and went to eat at the HoopDeeDoo Review in Fort Wilderness. Everyone loved it so I'm glad we went. But immediately afterwards this feeling of panic hit me! I realized that the next morning I would be running the marathon and it just totally freaked me out. I got all nervous and quiet. It just hit me how much time I've spent running and preparing and fundraising and just THINKING about the marathon, and it was finally here... like in hours. And everyone was saying how nervous we would be, and that I wouldn't get any sleep, etc etc. So I got all my stuff together and went to bed around 10pm.

My alarm went off at 2:15am...TWO IN THE MORNING. The last bus taking us to the start was leaving at 3:30, so we were all meeting in the lobby at 3am. I really appreciated Andrew being up too... ironically I did get 4hrs of sleep but he didn't get much sleep at all. Anyway, he helped me get all my stuff on and get prepared, and put on sunscreen. I left him in the room and went to the lobby to meet everyone. I was pretty set in eating exactly what I was used to eating before long runs, so thankfully my parents were able to go to a grocery store before hand to get me chocolate soy milk and stawberry-banana yogurt :) I had that with me, and a bagel with peanut butter, so I felt a lot better.

We boarded the bus, which took us to this big huge parking lot to wait in. We sat there for a bit, made a few trips to the portapotties. Everything I read had said to pack warm stuff to wear before the start that you didn't care about tossing. So I had brought an old hoodie and sweat pants, and gloves because I thought it'd be so cold. Well, I didn't need any of it! I was in my racing singlet and my shorts and totally comfortable. Which didn't bode well for the actual race, because it was already a bit humid and warm at like 4am... uh oh. My parents, Drew, and his mom actually got up early too, and surprised me by somehow finding us in the parking lot. I'm not really sure what time it was when me, Kari, and Aly left them and walked to the start. Kari and I were in one corral, and Aly was in another one. Before going in, we decided to pee... again! The lines were very long though, so we joined the ranks of everyone else that didn't want to wait and peed in the woods at Disney haha. It was like some sort of weird runner initiation or something.

Kari and I stretched a bit, and then went into our corral. It was weird but we did sort of feel like cattle:) We might have been in there for 45 min or so, it is all a blur really. All I remember is all of a sudden the announcement of 10 minutes until start! What was nice was they had people with mics walking around talking to runners and it was displayed up on a view big screens at the start line. When it got to be 5 min to go, Mickey and Donald and Minnie and Goofy all were up there to send us off. Thats when the adrenaline really hit me. It was so hard to sit still, and I really had peed like 5 times in an hour and a half but I still could have peed, mostly nervous pee though I'm sure. So the countdown started and when it reached zero, fireworks went up in the air and we were off! It took a bit to get moving as we were farther in the back, but it was like "this is it I'm actually running it!!"

We ran for a few minutes, and I realized right off that all the things people say about disney marathoners was true. There was a guy carrying the American flag the whole way, and another guy using crutches to run. A lot of people had pictures of loved ones they were running in memory off on their backs, which was really inspriring too. People were in Disney costumes, and had shirts made and all this stuff. About 20 min in though, I still had to pee. And I knew I'd be so uncomfortable, so I did stop at the portapotties around mile 2 or 3. Kari kept on, so that was the last I saw her the whole race. It was killing me to watch all these people run by, however long I was in line, but it felt like an eternity. So after peeing I was off, and I picked up my pace a lot so I could gain back some of the time I had lost being in line.

It was so humid to start off and my skin was pretty damp right at the start. I remember thinking that it wasn't going to be pretty once the sun came up haha. Along the way there was music playing at points, and a high school marching band or two. Then we came to Epcot. Thats when we ran into our first group of spectators, people cheeing us on. What was nice was there were Disney employees out too at the empty parts cheering you on too. It was really cool to run through Epcot because all the lights and things were on, but it was still dark and kind of foggy so it made everything look surreal. We did run by a country or two I think before turning out of Epcot.

Miles 5-9 were just highway really, which wasn't too bad yet because the sun wasn't fully up. I remember we reached a parking lot we had to run through, and they had two long lines of speakers set up, and if you ran on one side of the speakers you could listen to 70s music, and the other side was 80s. I picked 70s, not really sure why!

Anyway, after mile 10 is where we got into Magic Kingdom. I knew my family was going to be there, I just wasn't really sure where. I finally saw them on Main Street, and stopped for hugs. That was such a boost, although I wasn't really needing it that bad yet, it was nice to see them after running for a while. It was sad to leave, though, because I realized I wouldn't see them until close to the end - 16 miles away!! We got to run up and around and come down through Cinderella's Castle though which was pretty awesome. We left Magic Kingdom, so it was on to the next park.

You don't go into Animal Kingdom area until around mile 15-16, so miles 11-16 were not too exciting. The sun was out by then, so it got really hot. I knew right at the start that my goal of finishing under 5 hours wasn't really going to happen. It just wasn't possible with the heat (i HATE running in the heat) and plus with it being so hot, I knew I'd have to stop and every water/powerade stop to stay hydrated. So once it got hot, I developed this routine of drinking powerade first, using some water to take a gel if I needed, and then dumping the rest on my head. My knees down to my ankles had started to hurt too, so I would stop at the aid station and put globs of BioFreeze on my legs... that stuff is a godsend. My shoes got pretty nasty very quickly though. Anyway, one major downfall to the Disney course is you run by their sewage treatment facility. AWESOME. Especially in the heat. Mmmm mmm who doesn't love the smell of raw sewage at mile 14 of their marathon in Florida.

Somewhere after Magic Kingdom, I saw Coach Dave, one of the TnT coaches from New Hampshire that we flew down with. He ran with me for a while, and it was just what I needed. It was getting hot and the course was getting boring, and my legs were hurting. He ran with me through the hardest part, asking me how I was doing and all that. At one point when it was windy he had me run behind him so he could break the wind and it wouldn't be so hard. Somewhere in Animal Kingdom park he left me to help other TnT runners through, but I was so grateful that he was there. The professional photographers taking our pictures throughout the coarse got a nice picture of me and him, I'll post it when I get it. What was nice about running through Animal Kingdom is at one point I had to pee, so I got to use an actual bathroom with a working toilet and a sink to wash my hands with. I was pretty excited about that. Disney also had some Animal Kingdom workers on our way into the park that had animals with them, birds and owls and stuff like that.

Miles 18-22 we left Animal Kingdom and ran along highway on the way to MGM. The Hash House Harries (a drinking club with a running problem) were at mile 20 or 22 handing out beer to the runners. I might have vomited if I had some, but I did take a picture of the sign and chalk marks for my friend Axel, who runs with the Hash here in Boston. I think it was around this point that I took a picture with these dancing guys. Apparently they show up every year, but they are this group of older folks that dress up in tye dye shirts and grass skirts and goofy hats, and dance in their funny way along side of the road to "Who let the dogs out" and "Hammertime." Stuff like that can really keep your spirits up during a marathon I've discovered. I saw them maybe 3 times along the way. So, the 3rd time I stopped and took a picture with one of them. (I was carrying a disposable camera the whole time, to take pictures of monumental things like my least favorite part of the course, me with Disney characters, and the mile 26 marker!)

After mile 22 we entered into Disney-MGM studios. That was pretty cool because we got to run through the Great Movie Ride set. If you've been on it you'll know, but there is a part they drive you through a tunnel with windows and both sides where they make and repair costumes for disney movies. Well we ran through that tunnel, so that was pretty cool. People that we at the parks at the time were really good about cheering us on. I was also very psyched to get my picture taken with the characters from Disney's Robin Hood, which was my absolute favorite movie when I was little.

After leaving MGM, mile 24-25 was running around the Disney Boardwalk area, where the Yacht and Beach Club and Swan and Dolphin Resorts are. It seemed to take forever to get around that stupid lake! You could see Epcot off in the distance and it was just like UGH when will I ever finish.

Mile 25 you enter back into Epcot, and run alllllll the way around the backside of the lake going past all the countries. I don't remember really hurting at that point, because I knew I was so close to the finish and it was just so exciting. I took a picture of the mile 26 marker, and everything happend so fast after that.

I knew it was only a matter of minutes until the finish line. I turned the corner and I almost ran past my family! I actually was pretty mad at the time they wanted me to stop for a picture. I mean, think of it from a marathoner's perspective, running for about FIVE HOURS the last thing you want to do is stop. But I was just in the "bite me" phase I think, as John Bingham explaied at the pasta party.

Turning the corner after leaving my family so amazing, because there was this huge choir in gold chrous gowns singing for us!! It probably seems not so great to you, but to someone finishing their first marathon everything is just amazing. Knowing that all the hard work and training I put in was finally coming to its end was a lot to handle. Someone said once that "the finish line is for you, but the race is for them." It is so true too. The battle and the journey of running, even when I was hot or nauseous and had to walk for a minute, knowing I was doing it for all the people out there dealing with cancer kept me going. However, there is nothing quite like the finish line. Seeing it is believing, because even as you're running you know its there at the end somewhere, but finally seeing it is unexplainable. I took a picture of course, because I knew I'd want to remember it forever as my first marathon finish line. They had bleachers set up, and everyone is cheering for you, and it was nice because runners were a lot more spread out at the end, so it was like crossing your own finish line by yourself. I could hear the announcer saying everyones names, I'm not sure if he said mine I really don't remember! All I remember is crossing and hyperventilating a teensy bit haha. If you would have asked me or Drew before the race if I was going to cry, I would have said yes definately. But somehow I didn't, which is strange because I cry at like Hallmark commercials. But for some reason I didn't. I think if I had seen my family I would have for sure.

But, you go through the stations, they take the timing thing off your shoe, and then gave me my MUCH awaited space blanket YESSSSSSSS I love that thing. Not that I needed it because it was like 80 degrees out but I put it around my shoulders anyway, dammit. And then they put the medal around your neck and after that it's like walking around in a fog. I remember the powerade table so I grabbed some of that, then I think I forgot I had the powerade and saw some coke which sounded good so I grabbed one of those too.

I ended up sitting down on the ground in front of the Team In Training tent on my space blanket just waiting for someone to find me. I didn't see any of my teammates, and I couldn't really get in touch with my fam at all, so I just waited. Eventually Andrew and Chris found me, so I wasn't a poor lost soul anymore.

Afterwards, we took the shuttle back to the hotel, and I attempted to do an ice bath. Except it didn't go so well because the stupid tub in the bathroom wouldn't get below lukewarm water temperature. In the past, the ice bath has really helped my soreness the next day, so needless to say since I couldn't do it properly, I was very very sore. I walked to the hotel lobby to get some food, and nearly died when I tripped on the way and almost didn't catch myself. I'm actually surprised I was able to. I took a 2hr nap and then we got up and went to the Victory Party at Coronado Springs.

It took me about a day to realize that I wanted to do it again. During the marathon I remember thinking no way, this sucks, why would anyone want to do this more than once. But on the plane ride back, wearing my medal, I realized I wanted to do it again next year as a mentor for Team In Training, and run the Disney marathon again.... maybe even do the Goofy Challenge - where you run the half marathon Saturday, and then the full marathon Sunday.

All in all my first marathon experience couldn't have been better.... well except for the heat. But even so, training the TNT I was prepared for it, even if it sucked I knew what I had to do to finish. The crowd at Disney was great. I think there were about 16,000 runners; 4,000 of which were Team In Training from all over the place. It was so nice that people would cheer for you just because you had the purple jersey on. All the other TNT coaches were there for you, asking you how you were and if you needed anything. I'm so glad i got my name put on the front of my jersey too - all throughout the race people would cheer for me by name, it kept a smile on my face even if I didn't feel so happy.

So, maybe next year I'll have better luck with the weather, and be able to come in under 5 hours. Next year is a special year for the race, its the 15th anniversary of holding it, so they are making a special medal that no one will see what it looks like until they drape it around your neck at the finish. DEFINATELY have to do it.

So, I hope you all enjoyed my super long recollection of race day memories. If anyone wants to do it next year with me, I'd love the company. It really does change your life :)

Nov. 18th, 2006

I think I am a candidate for the nuthouse

Right now I'm sitting on my futon in my jammies relaxing. I feel very unproductive, but in all reality, I don't see what I could have accomplished today haha. Well, I did manage to hobble down the stairs with Drew and do a load of laundry. Yay for clean scrubs for work.

Today I ran 16 miles with the team. In the end it wasn't too bad... actually, the end was the worst part of the whole entire experience, so maybe thats the wrong expression to use. As a whole, it wasn't too bad. I ran with the same girls I ran 12 with, and that went pretty well so I was excited about that. When we last ran together we were talking about how it'd be nice if everyone could be listening to the same music, like on our ipods or something. And we were wondering if there was such an invention out there like a little speaker for your ipod so you can share with everyone. So I did some ebay-ing and lo and behold, teeny speakers for $8! So I bought it, and its pretty neat it just plugs into the top of the ipod, and plays the music out the speakers. Everyone was pretty excited about it haha. I made a special Team in Training play list last night too. So back to the run. We did this 8 mile loop twice, to make 16. I wasn't sure how I'd feel about the looping but it wasn't too bad. It's all in how you think about it. So the first loop we just talked most of the time, and stopped at the parking lot to get water and what not, and then go back out again. Thats when the music came in handy. The second loop was the hardest, especially at the end, so it was like 5 of us running in pain, feeling miserable, but singing along to Hung Up by Madonna. It was something to take the focus off the discomfort, which was nice. We even made up a little running chant to sing to keep ourselves going (big dorks, yes I know) but really, whatever works.

Stopping at the end is the worst, cause you know its going to hurt. We try to stop as little as possible during the run, at intersections and lights and stuff, because you just know starting up again is going to be a bad experience. My whole lower half hurt when we got back. My lower back, hips, knees, everything. But I did make a 3 mile jump from 13 last week to 16 this week, so I'm sure that factored in to it. A couple of times at the end I was thinking I don't know if I can do this etc etc, but running with people makes such a big difference. I'm sad most of them will be running in Arizona, not Disney. So I concluded that I am a crazy person for doing this, but hey, its for a good cause and really all I want to do is ride space mountain after my race :)

So afterwards, I find out from Jeff one of the coaches that ice baths are good for decreasing the lactic acid in your legs, so you will be less sore the next day. And I have to work tomorrow. So I thought I should try it. Sarah, one of the mentors was like, well, I don't do ice baths, I do cold water baths. Which sounded like a much better deal to me. So, as I was sitting in the freezing cold water in my tub, I decided that I MUST be a teensy bit crazy, hence the title of this post.

So tonight, I demanded ice cream for my troubles. So I got some Ben and Jerrys and we are going to watch Murderball, the documentary about paraplegics playing wheelchair rugby woo. Aaaaand I have stupid work tomorrow bah.

Nov. 16th, 2006

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Truth does not exist in some transcendent realm. We get to truth by applying reason to the physical world. The world follows logic and commonsense. Science if done properly is not to far from philosophy.

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Nov. 4th, 2006

I'm back in the game baby!

Wooooooo it's been a while. Last time I updated was about a month ago. So my ankle has since been doing very well, no problems there. But, as those things go, my ankle got better and my right calf got worse. I was still seeing physical therapy for my ankle when my calf started to bother me. She worked on it a little bit, but then I stopped going for my ankle and that was that. So I would run during the weeknight runs, and my calf would hurt SO MUCH afterwards. It was pretty bad, I've never had a muscle that tight before. I would try to massage it after and it would be so tender on the inside of my leg in this one spot I couldn't even touch it. And so it went on like that for a while, I'd run and take a few days off hoping my leg would feel better, and then run again and it would hurt. Also, a few Saturdays were shot because of plans I had, and I suppose I could have gone, but my thought was why go and be miserable and make my leg even worse.

Chris, one of the mentors on my team, suggested I go to this clinical massage place Boston BodyWorker. They worked out a deal for team in training members where all massages are 25% off the price. So I finally went this Thurdsay, and I'm so glad I did. Now, its not like happy relaxy massage. No no no. It's like fix whats wrong with you massage. And it hurt. A lot. I booked an hour massage and she worked on my legs the whole time. My right calf was a lot worse than anything else, but turns out my left calf was bad too. I found that out the hard way when she started working on that side. OW. Its like all this pinching and I can't even really explain what they do, but its painful. But necessary. I heard a lot of "ok take a deep breath" because I'd be like wincing and silently cursing in my head and she definately could tell even though my face was buried in the little face cradle thing. The woman who did my massage, Sarah, said that the first time is always the worst, but it should get better. I can tell what Chris meant now when he said the massages can almost be a part of your training program. I'll probably go back every few weeks just to keep things OK.

Thanks to the massage, though, I was able to do the long run today with no problems!! I had missed the past 2 long runs with the team, just like last time, so I was nervous. Last time when I ran 9 miles I had such a terrible time, I think it was a combination of not using the sport gels right and all that. But anyway, I didn't want to push it today so my plan was to do 10 miles even though the team was mostly doing 12. And I wrote it down on the little sign in sheet, but my coach must not have seen it because all he went over was the 12 mile route. So I'm like, maybe its a sign, I'll see how I feel and go from there. Well, I think it was probably my best run ever! I'm so psyched about it now because it was my first double digit wooooo! And, I had noooo problems at all. I was hydrated, I took gels properly, and my calf didnt bother me at all. About 4 miles out my running partner Chris left me to do the 8 mile loop, so eventually I caught up with the 3 girls in front of us. I just ran with them the rest of the time, which was great because they were nice and we talked to keep it not boring. Runners talk about food a lot. Like your favorite food, or what you're going to eat when you get home, things like that, its pretty funny. Anway, I was so proud of myself and there is not a negative thing I can say about the run. The weather was perfect, I was dressed fine for it, not a single cloud in the sky it was so nice out. I even ran without my iPod, which I've been meaning to start doing, because I don't think we can use them in the Disney marathon, so I figure the sooner I get used to my own thoughts the better. All in all it was a great day. And, to top it all off, once we got back and were stretching, our coach came over and told us the route actually works out to about 12.6 miles.... 0.5 miles more and I would have done a half marathon! That's CRAZY to me! We were all saying how surprising it is, we're running 12 miles and I remember having trouble the first practice doing 3!

I'm getting all psyched for the trip too. We found out we are staying at the Port Orleans Riverside hotel at Disney. That should be nice, because the only time I went two years ago we stayed at Caribbean Beach, which I liked, and I think it was an option for the team in training but I was hoping we'd get somewhere new to me. When I first signed up I wasn't sure if many people would be able to make it down to watch me, but now its going to be Carmen, Drew, Drew's brother Chris, my parents yay!, and Drew's parents, and maybe even my brother! I plan to strategically place them at specific mile markers :) Like mile 13, 20, and at the end of course.

So, today totally rocked basically. And then, to top it off, Drew and I just got home from the Bruin's game. His friend, Rob, from law school got tickets and invited us. I had never been to a pro hockey game before so I was excited. Turns out that Rob's dad is the like the Pres and CEO of this insurance company that advertises at the Garden, so he can get tickets whenever. So ours were in the premium section ooOOoo. I always wondered what it was like up there. It's like heaven. Having money rocks (or pretending you do for one day does too). The staff is all like assisting you and there was free food and nonalcoholic drinks, you paid for beer and stuff. But they like took your orders while you were sitting there, and you had like a little table in front of you almost like the Green Monster set up I guess. And people come to take your trash and all this fancy pants stuff. Plus they were shooting NESN right behind us, and Cam Neely was there! The game was really exciting too, there was a pseudofight which I was hoping for. I don't really understand the rules of hockey, someone tried explaining it once but I still have no clue. It's very exciting live though. It was a high scoring game, the Bruins tied it like in the last minute so it would go into overtime and we were so excited because we didnt want to leave our fancy seats haha. But, overtime lasted only 17 seconds because the Bruins scored, so it was short but sweet.

Anyway, I should be going, I work tomorrow 7-3... it is my weekend, but Katie worked today for me so I could run, so thanks to Katie because it turned out to be so great! Bedtime for meeeeeee

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